Juz another wretched day...
i'm back again... today is another wretched day... slept for onli 5 hours last night.. watched a soccer match at 2.35am... haha... that's enough for last night... let's talk abt today...nothing special today... had a lecture n that's all for the day... had lunch with big head n mole... had a great time gossiping n catching up... in the evening, i had a game of tennis with sam n almost die in the midst of playing... but had a great game anyway... but along with the game, i brought back lots of injuries... went back to sch after the game n attended the arts club AGM... quite bored in there... i'm alone in there n no one's there to accompany mi... so sad... waited for veri long for her to come... in the end, she never came... onli when the AGM is abt to finish then she appeared, i'm exhilarated to see her... that's all for the day's events...
hmmm... now it's my thoughts' sections liao... had a great mood in the morning n the afternoon... feeling depressed once again in the evening.. the feeling juz came to mi suddenly n i din noe wat happened... thoughts r whirling in my mind while i'm on my way home... thinking abt how to make her forgive mi for wat i've did... i noe that i'm veri insensitive to alot of things especially feelings.. this had been bugging mi for a long time liao... i'm trying hard to correct it... i juz hope that u can give mi time to change it... at times, i really dun noe wat to do... all this while, i've been trying to console pple when they r sad.. offer advice they r in trouble... do this n do that... y am i the one doing all these..?? out of a sudden, i feel that all hope n light hav been drained away from mi... all that's left is juz a walking dead... devoid of any feelings... humouring pple... entertaining them... i'm sick of all these... wat shld i do...??? seek for eternal rest where there's no one to bother abt...??? or shld i juz carry on putting up this brave n strong front...??? haiz... i'm at a lost...
how come my life is so screwed up..?? i'm veri tired.... ZzZzzz.....
posted by ahfu @ 12:18 AM
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