A relaxed yet tired day...
today has been a veri relaxed day with onli one lecture at noon.. however, i feel quite tired somehow.. dunno y too... maybe i'm too stressed..?? i hope not.. cuz when i'm stressful, i'll behaved as normal n the pressure will just build up like a pressure cooker.. it's veri hard to bear the pain that comes with the pressure...my dear looked tired today.. but when i asked her, she said it's ok.. so i assumed she's ok.. she always hav that kind of innocent look on her face... so attracted n smittened by that look.. she looked so cute n innocent... n i loved staring at her.. then she'ld look at mi n smiled in embarrassment while turning her head away at the same time.. hee...
anyway, i went to the hospital to visit JJ with her.. jj was hospitalised today with a lung infection... she had fever for ard 2 weeks liao... onli until today, she went to the hospital and the doctor said that she had an inflamed lung.. so poor thing.. she is veri weak when i went in.. she's much much thinner than before.. so so pale... feeling veri sad for her.. soon after we went for dinner at NUH food court cuz van needs to get saw dust for Chou Chou... haha..
we saw jing yi n min min there.. they were having dessert... i was salivating at that sight... haha.. we had a sumptous dinner.. had fried chicken.. then went back to the ward...
after a while, she needs to get back to study for her test.. so i accompany her to the bus stop.. it was raining.. didnt send her back.. can see the disappointment in her eyes... had the urge to jump up the bus too.. but i just walked back to the hospital.. i'm such a jerk... kinda regretted not sending her back.. dunno wat happened to mi during that instance... haiz... thinking back, i shld go back with her.. she needs my support most now.. give her encouragement n support.. sighs.. i'm so SORRY, my dear... :(
after being a jerk.. i went back to find jj.. we chatted for a while then went back with jing yi n layz.. had a nice chat with jingyi on the way to the bus stop.. then after sending her up the bus, i started to stroll home along the street.. it was drizzling... reflecting on wat i've accomplished today.. and suddenly, i find myself back in a familiar environment.. n then when back to bath... that marks the end of my day.. haiz... nothing accomplished today... feeling empty.. haiz... nites everyone...
posted by ahfu @ 11:55 PM
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