Monday, November 14, 2005

Disappointing and tired day...

hi everybody.. it's been a long day for mi today... woke up early in the morning to run an errand for my dad and was caught in a heavy rain.. in the end, i went home drenched and sianz.. upon reaching home, i tried to study a bit and went to clementi to meet tongyu to fix my SIM card which is spoilt last week...
in the end, i waited for half an hour for him.. tried calling hongye for help but he never answered my call and i was in no man's land as i cant remember his number.. damn pissed.. but i endured everything.. went to the Hello shop in orchard and spent some time there to settle the admin stuff... and finally, my sim card is fixed.. i had an impulse to call her immediately.. but i noe that she wun answer my call, so i abandoned the idea.. had a nice chat with him.. feel like i'm back to the army days when we were chatting in starbucks.. really missed those days...
after which, i rushed back to school for my consultation... then i received a call from her... and she said she cant meet mi tonight... i was dumb founded and said nothing...
the thought of meeting her tonight has been my motivation for the whole day... i kept on enduring everything as i noe that i'm meeting her tonight.. but apparently, it's not going to come true.. was quite disappointed though it's not her fault... sianz...
i went for my sociology consultation.. however, i dun have the mood to listen to Adi too.. i keep on asking him but i cant seem to get his points driven into my brain.. haiz... feels like it's a waste of time.. sianz...
then i called Esther, asking if she wan to meet mi tomolo.. but she said no and i dun wish to say anything... i'm really disappointed today..
in no mood to do anything now.. but i muz force myself to study.. the exams are nearing.. haiz... veri sianz.. dun feel like doing anything now... i'm veri stressed ah...!!! AH.....!!!!!!!!! think i'm going to fail at least one module le... there's so much to do in such a short time... AH....!!!! fucking sianz today.. y today has been such an unlucky day...?? it's not friday the 13th wat.. how come i feel like shit today...?? really veri sianz... ah.. forget it.. i'm not going to think abt it anymore liao... gotta go and study le.. jia you ba, qianfu...!! persevere on...!! dun give up..!!

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