Reflections of a wretched life

At the dark side of life

These few days had been quite “sorrows”. For some apparent reason, I starting to feel so unconfident of myself and everything I did. Once again, I am slipping back to the old days that I’m perennially feeling down and out. Are things really going fine for me? Or is it that I chose to live in delusion? All the things that happened had set me thinking through my life…

As the date to graduation looms nearer, my future looks bleaker and darker by day. Oddly, people always think that graduation means freedom from all the loads of term essays and projects but things that lie ahead are worse. Instead of academic papers, you got to churn out reports and proposals and you are expected to perform to the very best due to the existence of the appraisal system. Mistakes are equated to deductions of marks and if you accumulate enough points, it’s out you go. Unlike the benevolent education system, if you made a mistake, usually, you will be given another chance. Wells, such is the harsh reality of the corporate world.

Confidence is seeping out slowly but significantly… L

posted by ahfu @ 1:22 AM