A bright sunny friday...
hey everybody.. i'm back today.. haha.. had a relaxed day again today.. had one lecture n tutorial today.. haha.. quite relaxed... now i'm in her room typing away while she's mopping the floor... haha... u shld continue reading before arriving at a conclusion...
today, she ask mi to help her with the laundry so i agreed to it... upon reaching, we took the laundry to the laundry room.. the first incident happened.. i accidentally knocked onto her hand n the cap filled with softener juz fell into the washing machine instead of the small container designated for it... since then, she kept passing sarcastic remarks at mi for spiling her softener.. n i took it with a pinch of salt... haha... upon reaching her room, as a gentleman, i offered to help her mop the floor with the static wipe... so i commenced mopping... however, she said i'm doing it half-heartedly.. with no effort put in at all.. (actually that's true.. haha..) so she took over the broom stick from mi n she remopped the floor again.. haha... after which, i offered to mop the floor... but she flinched at the idea n rejected mi without consideration.. haha... n she's happily mopping the floor as i'm typing away here.. haha...
that sends mi thinking.. in the first place, she's the one asking mi to help her with her laundry n the chores.. in the end, she did it all by herself.. such irony, isn't it..?? haha...
n now, i've just went down to deliver the soap to her as her washing machine is not working at all..!! haiz... wasted half an hour..
haha... it'll be until 8pm before we can go to hospital to visit jj.. haiz.. that's all for now, folks.. cya...
A relaxed yet tired day...
today has been a veri relaxed day with onli one lecture at noon.. however, i feel quite tired somehow.. dunno y too... maybe i'm too stressed..?? i hope not.. cuz when i'm stressful, i'll behaved as normal n the pressure will just build up like a pressure cooker.. it's veri hard to bear the pain that comes with the pressure...
my dear looked tired today.. but when i asked her, she said it's ok.. so i assumed she's ok.. she always hav that kind of innocent look on her face... so attracted n smittened by that look.. she looked so cute n innocent... n i loved staring at her.. then she'ld look at mi n smiled in embarrassment while turning her head away at the same time.. hee...
anyway, i went to the hospital to visit JJ with her.. jj was hospitalised today with a lung infection... she had fever for ard 2 weeks liao... onli until today, she went to the hospital and the doctor said that she had an inflamed lung.. so poor thing.. she is veri weak when i went in.. she's much much thinner than before.. so so pale... feeling veri sad for her.. soon after we went for dinner at NUH food court cuz van needs to get saw dust for Chou Chou... haha..
we saw jing yi n min min there.. they were having dessert... i was salivating at that sight... haha.. we had a sumptous dinner.. had fried chicken.. then went back to the ward...
after a while, she needs to get back to study for her test.. so i accompany her to the bus stop.. it was raining.. didnt send her back.. can see the disappointment in her eyes... had the urge to jump up the bus too.. but i just walked back to the hospital.. i'm such a jerk... kinda regretted not sending her back.. dunno wat happened to mi during that instance... haiz... thinking back, i shld go back with her.. she needs my support most now.. give her encouragement n support.. sighs..
i'm so SORRY, my dear... :(after being a jerk.. i went back to find jj.. we chatted for a while then went back with jing yi n layz.. had a nice chat with jingyi on the way to the bus stop.. then after sending her up the bus, i started to stroll home along the street.. it was drizzling... reflecting on wat i've accomplished today.. and suddenly, i find myself back in a familiar environment.. n then when back to bath... that marks the end of my day.. haiz... nothing accomplished today... feeling empty.. haiz... nites everyone...
